in need for some place to vent out

need some sukoooon... m so sick n tired... theres no love lost... but hate the bitterness... banking too much on this one.. scared of the failure.. yet there is hope... and where there is hope.. things are better automatically... feeling better already...

Sometimes!!

Sometimes... just when you need your friends for a shoulder to cry on... tht too because of another friend.. everyone vanishes!!
Friend 1: Does not attend call
Friend 2: Busy with sumone else
Friend 3: The number u'r trying to call is busy on another call!!
What to do??

Random Thoughts in the Middle of Night!!

Options..Confusions..Gawd! I really have no idea what's in store for me... Taken some bad bad decisions in life.. Thankfully there are some people around who saved me from all the crap i could get into.. thanks a lot!! But now that you'v joined the crusade to save me.. you can't leave me halfway.. Please bear with me till the end of it. Gimme strength.. Those inspiring words were an eye opener.. Can i really be the person u described.. too much of a far fetched thought.. But if you see that in me then probably you are right..
Oh Gawd!! Since when have a started doubting myself??
Alarming thought..
Gotta do something bout it.. and it can't wait!! People who've hurt me atleast need to know that they'r the reason behind my tears!!
Its the beginning of a new chapter!!
And these new beginnings will only bring happiness!! :) :) :)

I'd like to believe that I'l wake up one morning and not miss him anymore. I'l finally understand that when he broke my heart it was for a reason, one i just don't understand yet, but when I do I'll know that he messed up and not me.
-anonymous

confused: no more!

for once i can not be confused... cos confusions arise when one has options.. and here i was offered none.. there is a lot that needs to be said... but to whom.. you'v never been a listener... yes you did lend me your ear every time i went on and on about my day or my friends or my studies.. but now that i think of it.. u heard it but did u "listen"??
life is funny.. you become comfortable and secure.. u feel all is well.. but just when you'v gotten used to it.. some one throws you in freezing water.. someone gives me an example of a larva in cocoon.. when it comes out, it sure is shocked.. but soon flies away with its beautiful wings.. is it going to be so easy?? sometimes i think that's what i've wanted but never realised.. or did not have the courage to accept.. but most of the times.. its hard!! to be myself.. to smile at small things.. to laugh at jokes..
i know it was the best thing that ever happened to me.. and even then i believe there are better things that are in store..